Privacy

"Everyone has their own privacy"

Others can't just open it rite?
So if U want to know or see or borrow someone's...then need to ask permission...
Don't just simply open it or take it..




~.~



Try to appreciate others~
U like,I don't..
I like, U don't..

U don't like then just tell..then I can understand U..
I don't like I'll just tell n hope U understand me..

Will U?

SWT!!!

Is it really hard to say thx?
I help U move UR clothes...but U just enter UR room...
Without say thx...good....ckckckck...

That day also..yesterday...
When I took photos for my board...
Then U finished UR part..then just say..OK let's go...
Didn't U see that I still took my photos????
So selfish man!!
So after U finish UR part n that's all???
Then just go away n leave??

Said that a good friend can understand the friends feeling..
But then...even I raise my tone...n put moody face in front of U..or just keep silent to U..
U even NEVER know that I angry with U...
So swt...just talk only...
Shame on U man...
Really..
Haiz...
Is it hard to say thx???
If like that...so I'll never say thx to U again then...
Ckckckck...
Maybe for U 'thx' is not important..

Dunno why...
I don't even understand U..
UR attitude...
Suddenly can be moody...like I did smthg wrong to U..
Like this morning also like that..
I just say nicely...
Then U answer me with a not nice word...then rise UR tone..
So swt~
Some more yesterday when I just asked my friend..bout the presentation..
Then U asked me n rise UR tone also...
I just asked OK!!
I just asked..no need to rise UR tone...
Some more I didn't ask to U also..~.~
The thing that I just don't like, U just don't understand other's feeling...
But U want to be understand...
Is it fair??
Plz...look URself first...check URself..what's wrong with U..
UR attitude...then see what U hv done to others...n what they hv done to U..

Ckckckck...sometimes I just feel that U just use me U know...
Sry if I think like that...
But frankly..that's what I feel...
Maybe U don't know...
Frankly..UR thingking is mature...but sometimes..UR attitude is childish...selfish...

Haiz...even I ignore U..when I'm angry..U also dunno...ckckckck...
Haiz...I dunno what to say again to U..

I can't say this to U..face to face...nvm...no need gv comment..

Chair......hopeless....desperate....

I think I'll failed....
My chair really"diff from what I want...n diff from the presentation board...
I really scared....
Truly scared...
I hope Niki n Teoh n David will not failed me...
Just can hope...eventhough I know...0,1% capabilities...
I scared...really...
Plz...at least I pass....
Plz accept my design...
I know they will disappointed with me...
I'll get the lower mark...
Scared...
Plz...let me pass,...
I promise I'll not do last minute again...n will be discipline...
Truly scared....
Plz....let me pass...

Sepi ny...

Hmmmm...sndrian lg d...
Stlh 10 hr d tmnin...
Huhuw...krasa bgt contrass ny...
Bysa ny pas blk...d kamar ud da org..
Ni gak da....
Bysa ny da yg usilin....
Bisa gak stress....
Ni gak da...
Jd ny tlpnan ma Oliph d...
Biar da tmn ngbrl....
Mank sih...
Wlpun cm 10 hr..
Tp srasa dah lm bgt...
Dah jd kbysaan gt...
Hhh....sepi d...
Kangen bgt...
Pdhl br d tgl....
Huhuhuw....
Sbr yah.....
Ak bkl plng....
Tggu ak!!!

smgaaat!!!!^^

MSID Workshop

I participated in MSID workshop..
Just come back to KL purposely for this workshop..
When arrived at KL, hope the workshop will be fun..
The workshop held from 7 till 9 Dec..
At UiTM Perak

The trip to Perak is bout 5 hours...
So long..sit until my backside pain..
But the bus provided DVD player..
They play DOA and Die Hard4..
So it wasn't boring in the bus...
Some more, I never watch the movies..
It was raining the whole day..

First, we visit Petronas University..(I forget the full name)
The building really nice..
The have a library...so big!
There R 50,000 books inside...
Just wonder how they will find the book...
Then we went to the auditorium, a man from Petronas explain to us bout this building..
How they find the idea for the building..this n that..
Until some of us fell asleep..

Then departed to UiTM..registered and checked in..
The room is better than last year workshop...
The bathroom also..
This day only got speech and briefing for the competition the next day..

2nd day~
Woke up at 6.45..still sleepy...forced myself to wake up..
Took breakfast, gathered then departed to Kampung Kota Pagar for the Rakit Race..
Joe n Fanson went there first to decorate our rakit..
B'4 we start, Mr.Redzwan n Mr.Kelvin draw our face with lipstick...
They really happy to do it...haha..
When just started, we were at the 2nd..
I really full spirit at the beginning..
After I 'dayung' a few..fell so tired already...
Aaah...then rest a bit..
My arm was pain..
I thought rakit was the same like rafting..
But really heavy..need a lot of strength..
Some more need to 'dayung' for 10km!
Die~
But we encourage each other...then we tried to catch up..till 5th place..
After a few km, there was a long rope that (purposely) made most of the rakit fell, flip, n even broken..
We saw the rope..but late to avoid it..
Fanson fell down!He can't swim..
KS jumped to the water n saved him..
Our decoration was broke..but not completely broke..
Luckily I didn't fall too..I can't swim~~
Then we continue our journey..
It was really hot!Didn't wear sunblock~
Then during the way, we saw so many brown colour thing like 'cappucino cream'
floating there..
Don't know what is that...disgusting..
After that I didn't put my legs in the water again..
We got 5th place in this race..

The others did the other competition..
Then at night got lantern n performance competition..
Our performance as nice!^^ So proud!
But the others also...
Sleep at 1AM..tired..

3rd day..
The organizer disturb my sleep this morning..
Kept knock the door..so just open the door..she asked to wake up now...
Just said yes then sleep again..still 6AM..too early to wake up..
8 o'clock went to DSI..for gift n closing ceremony..
We won Rakit design 1st place!Really not expect!^^
So happy!
The performance at 3rd place, tower design at 1st n 3rd place..^^
After that packing..checked out then went back to KL..
Slept in the bus for bout 2 hours...
Watched The Host...
Arrived at UCSI bout 5PM...

Hhhh....

Feel bored..
Feel worry..
Feel scared..

Bored...
Of this daily life..
Nothing to do..
Always like this...
Always like that..
Hope can get part time...
So hard to get it...
Nothing to do at home~~~
Feels like better I study...
With smthng to do..
Rather than this long holiday...
Nthng to get also...

Worry...
To lost him..
Worry he will run away...
ToT
Don't know why...
This kind of thinking n feeling just going through my mind..
Want to see him...
But just can't do it yet...
Feel disappointed also...
Why I can't go wherever I want...
Ish...
I just want to see him...
Just gv me 1 day...
It'll make me happy..
I don't know why...
Just feel scared that he will go...
Feel that these few days...
It feels different from b'4..
Scared...
Want to hug him..
N not let him go....
T_T

I hope...
I can get what I hope..

Melacca n Seremban

This two days...Saturday n Sunday..
Spent time in Melacca n Seremban..

At Melacca met Grandpa's family..
Hehe..
So far from what I imagine from Grandpa's story...
His mom so kind...
N can speak English very well!!^^
Haha..so good...
That day was his father's b'day...
So we had dinner with them..
Thx so much to them...
After that go to Pahlawan Mall(is it correct?I forget the name)
See Jie" 's Danny..hehehe...
Eventhough I don't understand the songs..
But the songs nice..
I like it..
Hehe..
Yesterday Jie"was so happy..can see him sing there...
Then we went to Jongker Street...
Just looking around..then go to sate celup...
But I can't eat...
ToT
So sad...
My stomach..
Smthng wrong with it..
Feel no appetite at all..
Huhuhu...
Feel like a tornado inside my stomach..
Not comfortable...
Then we go back to hotel...
KS so bad..
B'4 we slept..
He tried to scare us..huhuhu..
So bad..
Luckily I can sleep..coz to tired...go here n there the whole day..
N didn't hear KS's snore...
Slept till die..

Then we was late to go to Melaka Sentral..
The bus left us..
Coz we woke up late..
Then all b'come late...
So Grandpa need to drive to Seremban..
I slept in the car..so tired n sleepy..
Can't stand..
Arrived Seremban..directly go to Jie" 's house..
The house so big...
N the dog big too..
So scary..
So loud too..
Looks like want to eat people...
Natasha better...
Then we go around Seremban..
Waiting the rice cook..
After that we go back Jie" 's house n lunch there..
Vivi cute..her eyes so big...hehe..
Then go around Seremban again..
Jie want to bring us to Lipan Temple..
But Jie" forget how to go there..
So she gave up..then go to Siew Pao there..
Then we go to Lake Garden..
So hot...
So we sit under the big tree..
Chatting there..
N looking at the view...
Until 5 PM..
Go back to Jie" 's house..
Jie"allowed us to go to her room..finally..
Hehe..
Her room so tidy than my room at my home..
So shame on me...
The she showed us her photo albums..
A lot of photo..
Then she played her guitar..
But she forgot how to play..
Coz long time not play..
Maybe next time can see her play..
I want to see...^^

Then we go home..
Grandpa go to Melacca..
Jie"back home..
N left I n KS..
Go to KL..

Tomorrow...
Early in the morning...at 6.30 need to go from condo..
Go LCCT..
So fast...
Need to leave KL..n go back Indo again..
But this time sure will miss them..
Spend 4 months at home..
Will miss all in here..
Need to leave condo too...
A lot of memories here..
A bit sad..
A bit happy...

My stomach still bad...
ToT
Hopefuly can b better tomorrow...