Hhhh....

Feel bored..
Feel worry..
Feel scared..

Bored...
Of this daily life..
Nothing to do..
Always like this...
Always like that..
Hope can get part time...
So hard to get it...
Nothing to do at home~~~
Feels like better I study...
With smthng to do..
Rather than this long holiday...
Nthng to get also...

Worry...
To lost him..
Worry he will run away...
ToT
Don't know why...
This kind of thinking n feeling just going through my mind..
Want to see him...
But just can't do it yet...
Feel disappointed also...
Why I can't go wherever I want...
Ish...
I just want to see him...
Just gv me 1 day...
It'll make me happy..
I don't know why...
Just feel scared that he will go...
Feel that these few days...
It feels different from b'4..
Scared...
Want to hug him..
N not let him go....
T_T

I hope...
I can get what I hope..